I don’t feel like sleeping anymore
Maybe now and then
Even being numb can be a chore
When you’re stepped on again
I don’t get to see you anymore
I just live to move myself around around again
How I’d like to meet you furthermore
How cordial we’d pretend
Why I fail to see the point of waking up to you
While I find myself in someone else’s shoes
Bring me back a season from before
A cold and subtle wind
Leaving all our reasons at the door
We’re keeping score but no one playing ever wins
Why I fail to see the point of waking up to you
While I find myself in someone else’s shoes
I am not myself
Who could I be
If not someone else
I don’t feel like sinking anymore
February silences are setting in
Pick apart my ego ’til it’s sore
But then again, where are all my fucking friends?
Why I fail to see the point of waking up to you
While I find myself in someone else’s shoes
(waiting here for you)
I won’t find my way out
I don’t mind these breakdowns
(I think about the silence of danger)
I won’t let you in now
I’ll find my own way down
(I think I am becoming a stranger)
